I am pregnant with my bf's child, but I am (and always will be) way more into women. My bf does not have the sex drive that I would desire. I have been really missing being with a woman. He has known that I am bisexual, but up until just recently he did not want to think about me being with another woman. Now he is a little more ok with it, but still kinda jealous. He said that he might think it was kinda hot if I were to be with a woman. But,, (here is the actual question) I do not want him to be anywhere near or have anything to do with it. Like no pictures or anything obviously. Am I being selfish that I am willing to be with a woman while being with him and not want him to even know about it? I do not want to lose him but I feel like I will not be satisfied unless I can be with a woman. Thanks in advance, and sorry the question was kinda long.

He will stay with me either way. I just feel like I am being selfish.