I m 23 yr old average looking , wheatish . i m goin thru this confusion over 5 yrs now . so i m attracted to good looking men , i just cant take my eyes off them , its not lust which is drawing me to them , its their complexion, physique , face, smile & hair .

There are very few females who ll draw my attention than men in a day ( workplace, on the road or anywhere ).
I thought i was gay , i dated a couple of guys but i felt so awkward about sleeping with a guy and ended up disappointing them when it came to the actual act . When i discussed this wiht my counselor he said i was gay but its up 2 me 2 accept it .I never had best friends or girl friends even till date. Never made out with a girl

I m i rejecting my sexuality ?

I m feeling in secure abt myself ? i dont kno if i like myself
I m i looking at them and doin a comparision act ( this what i keep telling myself all the time )