Elana R

I know ive always liked girls. So im definitely not straight.
Now heres the confusing thing; i sometimes will look at a guy, and like.. try to be them? like small things i notice, ill try to copy. like Frank Iero, He has a bunch of tattoos. I want everyone of them. I look at him a lot, but all i really want is to be like him, is this because i want girls to look at me?
so then there is the sex part:
Im a virgin, But sometimes ill think about having sex with a guy, but i think its because thats the only way i know when it comes to sex. Like.. i dont know what its like. I dont think about the guys body at all, i just think about the sex? And im not turned on by a guys body, only girls. and i think about having sex with girls too, but its just weird, because.. im unexperienced? I only want to have sex with girls. So whats the deal?

And no, im not saying its all about sex, but i mean with guys, relationship wise, its boring, and im never like.. into the guy, its really just dull in boring.
And then with a girl im always happy, and i feel 'butterflys' in my stomach.

violet

How exactly do you think about having a sex with a guy but not think about his body. The penis (like it or not) is attached to them.

Ever heard of strap ons and dildos? That will solve your dilemma. Porn helps.