I'm depressed about my bisexual boyfriend..?
This week, my boyfriend of two years (since we were 21 now 23) have told he that he is bisexual.......I pretended to be alrght with it although I am still in shock...I think it would be hard for me to realize it very quickly.
I just love him...we've been together since we were both 21. I actually feel that we'll end up being married and happy, but this whole revelation of his totally shook me to the core.
I just can't let him go, he's perfect for me. He really is, I love him so much...He's tall ( 6 foot 5) , caring, well-educated, smart, extremely handsome (blue eyed and blond) and I really love his body so much like super buff yet toned..great humor, great sex,and super CARRRRIIINGG!
but I think I would never be able to forget that dinner night at the restaurant when he finally said:
" Before you react or before you even splash that wine on my face, let me tell you why I have kept this a secret for so long...... because I have never trusted someone like you, and I was afraid if I tell you this secret and we broke up...everyone would know about me...but here I am here tonight relying on our 2 years of being together for strength to trust my feeling that you can handle the fact......" then I said "What?!! You'll make me cry, just tell me!"...... then he said "That I am bisexual".
I may sound stupid asking random people on the net..but I really can't tell anyone about this...he trusted me.. I wouldn't even be here if the problem is him cheating but the problem is his secret orientation...I really can't talk to anyone not even my friends not even my family not even my boyfriend!!
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