Thread: a lil confused here, i would say im bi, maybe but a little towards the gay side,

but i wanna be straight? Hey, 16 and a boy.
it appears confusing to me, but hopefully you'll understand more at the end.
Anyway here goes, i pretty much like girls but over the past 12 months things have been 'different'. By different i mean i have kissed a girl once, really been fascinated by men, watching gay porn, getting hard off torso's in the gym class lockers, swiftly glancing down to see bulges etc. and without being stereotypical to the men out there, i've started watching chick flicks and really enjoying them, plus before my dad split with his ex, i used to slip on her clothes and makeup and pretend i was a cross dresser(im not saying all gay men dress up as women either, btw).
Anyway i get much harder off men than i do with women now, despite my large admiration of breasts. I often fantasize about me being with a man, sharing activities sexual and non-sexual equally and i just feel that my whole world has been turned on its head.
i know you on here don't like to be categorized, but i really don't know what i am here.
I have had opportunities with girls in the past 6 months about 6 times, and only one has came to anything with the rest sort of deteriorating quickly. I haven't really came close to a man, because they don't know i feel this way.
I feel as though i should be with a girl because all my mates are, and i think i want to be.
But i really want to try and see what being with a man is like, im intrigued.

I'm so up for some sex witha girl though, its unbelievable.
I don't understand what i am, what should i do? is this normal? is it the puberty/hormones or am i past that?
If this seems famliar, sorry, i jsut want asmuch opinion as posible

It's pretty much normal at your age. I didn't really know which way i swung until it hit me at 25. Just go about you normal everyday life and take each thing as it comes naturally.