My best friend, Meghan, and I are super close. We love spending time together and we couldn't live without each other. Last night, she came over to my house, and we laid down in my bed and watched tv. She put her arm around my waist and moved closer to me. We just kept watching tv but then I got kind of turned on, and I kissed her. We started making out and then we got naked and started fingering each other and tribbing. I loved it soooo much, and it felt really good, but she's my best friend and she's a GIRL. It's against my religion (Christian) to be gay, but I can't help but feel that me and Meghan are meant to be. I love her to death. What should I do?