m14, and female, i was raised christian but im confused, im not sure if i would be considered bisexual or even gay because well sometimes imm attracted to women , and get turned on by learning my pupils r gay. i'm not sure if its curiosity anymore ,because i have been physical with a girl and was turned on by it but then the second time we tried somthing i wasnt turned on or attracted to her. i feel dicussting of even being with a girl but at the same time i have feeling once in a while. i have a hard time being friends with girls, and have an easier time being friends with guys i wish i was a guy so life would be easier and my guy friends would stop falling in love with me eventually ugh idk what to do because im attracted to /turned on by guys too and have dated a couple also

what i meen by (DOING STUFFF) i meann like making out n stuff im still a virgin