Rugby God

I hate myself because I am gay. I come from a rural area in Australia and here gay people are not very accepted. I am not girly or anything like that im more of a boy/man than most. im 16 as well if that helps.

but I hate being gay and I don't know what to do. I could never tell anyone. I also suspect my best friend is gay too but neither me nor him would ever be able to tell each other and anyone else because of our town. I don't know what to do.

I hate the camp lifestyle I don't want to be like that I want to be a man but I can't help getting horny over guys and nothing when it comes to girls.

someone tell me what to do