Well, I have lived my entire life as a straight man. I am 32 years old. I knew I was gay when I was 12, but refused to be gay so I hid from myself. I got married when I was 18 and had 3 kids. My marriage failed after 8 years because I could not satisfy my wife. I had a drinking problem back then as that was the only way I could have sex with my wife. Now I think I have lost the battle and I must just be myself or live alone and unhappy. I just cannot imagine me being gay and never want to be. Those people that think its a choice are just plain wrong and its too bad they are such close minded. So my question is: How can I just get involved and meet gay people. My problem is I am not physically attracted to people my age and I like younger guys. I look very young for my age but just can't imagine a 20 yr old hanging out with me. I tend to lie about my age on-line to try to attract the younger men, is that wrong? I guess I really wasted many years of my life. Everyone said it was a choice, So I was just trying to make my choice but lost the battle. Can old guys be happy? Do any of you younger guys actually like older guys?
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