I have to pretend I'm OK with it. I mean both in real life and on the internet in forums. I actually resent my bf because he's not a girl who I fancy. somebody asked me what the one thing I could change about myself would be, what upsets me most in the world, things like that, it's the one and only thing I hate about myself, and to a lesser extent, everyone gay in the world. I don't know why I have to pretend to be alright about it.

of course I am gay and a guy.