Please don't take this easy people......

I'm 21 I am not homosexual but because of something in my character or appearance I sometimes come across to people as a gay guy I do sometimes try to imagine myself as a gay man but not flamed out even if I was gay It wuld be difficult for me I'm just not a fussy guy I'm not into fashion cofees or anything my life is simple and I just want a good job that pays, I am sexualy attracted to women but I try and imagine sometimes with a man but I dnt feel right, and totally need a woman for affection and love, however I do get inspiration from good looking and acheiving men and I wanna be like them in terms of personal wealth and goals not neccessarily ego and competition, other than that I do sometimes get unwanted guilty sexual and lifestyle thoughts of things I would never do in reality, or maybe its just a phase