...hell or dissapoint family help? I sometimes look at gay porn but i like girls for dating but dont think of them in perverted ways like other guys. i like to look at other guys when they have their shirts off and like to go streaking with other guys. dont have any brothers. i want to know if i am completely gay and help with my relationship with God. i wanna go to heaven but the bible says to not be gay and dont want to be the dissappointment in the family and no sex before marriage so i need some advice.