i was never in denile, i knew it. i used to think i was gay, i had mostly girl friends and hardly any guy friends i always just got along with them better because i was abused by my father. people teased me about it always calling me a fag or a queer. then my friend adam told me to talk to the school counselor because i really couldnt handle the torture and i ws really confused and didnt want to live that way. and she refered me to a therapist and psychologist. i learned that i actaully was not gay, but bi-curious. I was simply under peer pressure, and was giving in to the bullying from kids at school. i learned that i was actually just seeking the attention of guys because i wanted to be more like them and wanted to make friends with them. like i said i never fit in with them and i always wanted to fit in better so that the bullying would stop. i have since dated only girls and never have those bad thoughts anymore. i just want to know if any of you guys out there have an coming out or similar experiences of bicuriosity.
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