I'm 16 years old currently, and I've always had crushes on guys. However, when I'm in a relationship with them, I quickly end it for one reason or another. I've never kissed a guy or a girl, so I don't have any way to base my sexuality off of that. Whenever I go out I try to picture myself being with a girl sexually and emotionally and I just can't do it. Girls' bodies can turn me on, but I can't recall ever having a crush on a girl. Sometimes I get nervous around girls, but that's because I have terrible anxiety and the people I get nervous around I don't really know. Do you guys think I'm a lesbian that's just in denial, or am I just bi curious? Has any lesbian had this experience and later realized they were gay?