I feel very girly in front of masculine guys and always feel like I want to be loved by them through some sorta romantic foreplay and all. But, I don't like male bodies. i am not in denial about this. I have seen porns, nude male bodies and all, all these don't arouse me. But, something gets me to want amorous love and attention from men (those who are the extreme pervert ones), I feel like being submissive to them, though it's nothing on a physical level. What could possibly be happening? Is it possible to be gay wwthout any physical attraction?