Okay.... please no one call me a sicko or freak or whatever.

I'm attracted to guys mostly, I know I'm not lesbian so at the most I'd be bi I guess.

I've had one really big crush on a girl, and a few smaller ones.

But then I've had countless crushes on boys.

Now this is the part that confuses me, I always try to act more manly than your average girl, I don't think I'm trying it's prob just who I am. I've always considered myself a guy. If I ever try acting like someone, it's always a guy, I sit like a guy, talk like a guy, play like a guy, eat like a guy.... lol.


I can be feminine if I want, but when I do I feel fake and weak.

Is it normal for a masculine girl to still really like guys? Can someone try to explain this to me?