So all my life I've been classified as straight... and Im not quite sure what to do. I've always been expected to be "straight" and never really been open to being gay or bi. Now Im having a bit of a stress out. There's this girl I really really like and I don't understand it. I've had boyfriends in the past but it's always been "eh" between them and me. I just want to know how to deal with this. And who I can talk to. My sister and dad and friends are out because they are homophobic and don't like even talking about it... And my mom honestly wouldn't care but she turns everything into a buddy buddy moment and I don't want that. So do you have any ideas on what to do? I do really like this girl... and she's gay... but Im unsure of what to do next... Because yeah, Ima spazz