I want to see what others feel from their own experience. Ive been feeling symptoms since I was a teenager (25 now) and want to know what a real person feels (not the mania-normal-depressed charts I see in online articles.)
Ive been suffering from "cycles" that I go through since I was a teenager. It will be 3-4 months of a "rut" where I dont feel myself, get anxiety about everything (clothing, body, appearance, experiences), my confidence is at complete 0, severe insomnia & vivid dreams, shop for rediculous things that I think I need (which I usually return later) awakenings and all over body fatigue weakness soreness etc.
When I am good I feel clear headed, productive, I work better, clean out everything, my personality comes back, and cannot remember what had me in such a depression the past 3 months.
I can feel when Im getting bad, and I can feel when I am coming out of it.
I want to know if this is similiar to bipolar, or if its just standard regular depression.
Ive been suffering from "cycles" that I go through since I was a teenager. It will be 3-4 months of a "rut" where I dont feel myself, get anxiety about everything (clothing, body, appearance, experiences), my confidence is at complete 0, severe insomnia & vivid dreams, shop for rediculous things that I think I need (which I usually return later) awakenings and all over body fatigue weakness soreness etc.
When I am good I feel clear headed, productive, I work better, clean out everything, my personality comes back, and cannot remember what had me in such a depression the past 3 months.
I can feel when Im getting bad, and I can feel when I am coming out of it.
I want to know if this is similiar to bipolar, or if its just standard regular depression.